I don't know
if I could go four days without eating?
Is this something a normal person can do?
Surprisingly,
fasting is rarely a problem for anyone. Eating
is highly conditioned by routines, schedules,
or stimuli such as the smell of food. Or it can
often be driven by unconscious emotions, such
as escaping from stress. Away from the everyday
patterns and habits of our lives, it is a much
different experience. Hunger itself is usually
momentary and fleeting during the first two days
of a fast. Later, it often disappears altogether.
The main purpose and effect of fasting is the
expansion of awareness and the change of consciousness
it engenders. There can be physical challenges
to not eating, such as a lower level of energy,
but hunger is unlikely to be one of them.
Do I have
to be in good physical shape or need significant
experience camping or hiking?
Many people have
undergone a vision fast with little or no camping
experience. You will be sent an equipment list
long before you leave home, and be well-instructed
in safety procedures and shelter techniques during
the preparation phase. The basics, such as backpack,
sleeping bag, etc., can often be borrowed from
a friend or rented from camping equipment stores
if you don't have them. We can sometimes be of
help (especially in Vermont programs) recommending
or providing equipment. If you can walk for a
mile and a half with a backpack on, you are likely
in good enough physical condition to participate
in a quest. Since people often enroll months in
advance, you can practice walking with a pack
and build endurance if you are in doubt. Over
the years people with various physical disabilities
and conditions have been able to successfully
undertake vision quests. During the solo time,
your activity level will be up to you. Some questers
are very active while fasting, undertaking long
walks, performing ceremonies, or staying up through
the night, while others are quiet or contemplative,
staying in a relatively small area.
Couldn't
I go out in the woods by myself and do this alone?
Yes, you could,
but it would be very different. Although the core
of the
vision questing process is solitary, traditionally
this activity was never done alone. There have
always been guides, mentors, and shamans who prepared
the initiate to cross the threshold into the sacred
world. These same guides were there when the initiate
returned, to help him/her make sense of the journey
and translate vision into the forms and terms
of social and everyday life. If our intention
is to journey beyond the self we know and are
familiar with, leaving the preparation in the
hands of that self is poor strategy. "Old
tapes," habits, and repetitious ways of looking
at the world can easily accompany us into the
wilderness and back. There are important teachings
about ritual, ceremony, physical preparation,
and the methodology of the questing process that
we would not get if we were doing this alone.
And the presence of guides and companions who
provide different perspectives, stories in which
we see ourselves in new ways, honest feedback,
and compassionate mirroring is an invaluable resource,
Going it alone can be powerful. Fasting, solitude,
and the contact with the spirit in nature are
excellent teachers. But the instruction involved
in the preparation phase and the emotional support
and help in integrating one's story make it a
qualitatively different experience.
There are
vision quests offered in various parts of the
country. What difference might this make in my
quest experience?
In thinking about
a vision quest, you might consider it as an interaction
between Set and Setting. Set encompasses what
you bring to the experience: emotions, expectations,
motivations, intentions, etc., while setting is
what appears to be outside: landscape, climate
and weather, animals, etc. Your set, whether positive
or challenging (desires and demons, purposes and
fears) will likely be the same regardless of where
you undertake a vision quest, while the settings
vary widely in different locations and different
times of the year. Particular settings do have
unique qualities and differing energies. Death
Valley is a land of grand vistas and immense space,
dominated by the elements of air and fire, while
Vermont, with its wildlife, streams, and lakes
embodies the elements of earth and water. (A more
detailed description of sites is provided under
Enrollment) Some people consider it important
to quest within the area and ecology closest to
where they live, while others are drawn to go
outside what is familiar to them. However, a quest
always involves an encounter between the known
and unknown, and the desire to discover what is
unknown and wanting to emerge in ourselves will
lead us to approach even the most familiar settings
in new and unusual ways.
I am currently
taking medication. Would I have to go off it to
do a vision quest?
That question
is between you and your physician. There are some
medications that it may make sense to lower the
dosage or do without during the fasting phase.
For some conditions that is out of the question,
and many of these medicines should not be taken
on an empty stomach. Many people who have to take
medication have undergone vision quests, bringing
with them small amounts of crackers, juice, or
other supplements to allow them to continue a
healing regimen. Medicine is about becoming whole:
physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Taking
care of you physical health is important. It is
not cheating. A vision quest contains many kinds
of medicine for healing the heart, soul, and spirit.
Remember that you will be alone, in wilderness
without books, conversation, electric lights,
hot showers, and entertainment. You will be fasting
in many other ways.
I feel drawn
to do this, but it seems overwhelming. How do
I know if I'm ready?
Everyone has fear
when approaching a vision fast, even those of
us who have gone out twenty times or more. Remember
that you do not do it all at once. From our living
room it seems an enormous leap, but it is in fact
many smaller steps, each one do-able. We write
a letter of intent, arrange our schedule, make
travel plans, pack. We arrive in a new place,
meet our guide and companions, tell our stories.
In a small group we share our fears, address physical
and safety needs, learn about ceremony and what
to expect, practice sleeping out under the stars.
By the time we walk alone out of base camp, we
have already left behind most of the fears and
questions that seem so imposing to us now.